Being uncertain...

Confused to the max,
With the uphills and downhills
Of this mysterious life;
With the definition of clarity having lost its meaning
Nothing is in sync and no one seems right...

Sometimes everything is so rosy
But when the reality strikes,
It all turns messy
Its seems so difficult to live the dream
But still, hope never dies...

I'm being a troublesome daughter
And a terrible friend
Punishing myself and the people around
I do understand their viewpoint
But miserably failing to prove mine...

The thought of taking a wrong step
And regretting a few years from now,
Freaks me out so much
That I'm being a little too cautious
Which is so not well received...

I hope this phase of life
Is done with and over soon
And someone comes to my solace
and gives a warm tight hug
Marking the beginning of the happy days to come...