My First writting experience!!!

This is the first time Im attempting to write something. And the very first time Im going public.Wow!!(A lil scary ;)) And as I start writing, there are so many thoughts that are crossing my mind. Actually questions. The most important one being "What on earth am i going to write about??"
After asking myself that question , i paused for 2 minutes to find an answer. but in vain. So whatever you read further is just a free flow of random thoughts.
Okay now, the next thing on my mind, should i write about myself and my feelings or some general topic or about something that got me excited or depressed. whew!! this is really tough
Well, this is it. I guess by now you would have figured out how confused a person i am. I cant figure out as to what i should be writing about , rather i cant decide and I'm at this juncture in my life where I'm forced to make some very very important decisions in a really short span of time. I need a break!!! and i guess thats why i want to blog, express myself, scream out, talk crap and just relax...
Am I the only one who cannot decide and come to a conclusion or are there others on this planet too who belong to my category???

Confusion!!!
Why is it so difficult to come to a conclusion.?
Its just a matter of taking a decision,
But it seems like an impossible mission.