Being uncertain...

Confused to the max,
With the uphills and downhills
Of this mysterious life;
With the definition of clarity having lost its meaning
Nothing is in sync and no one seems right...

Sometimes everything is so rosy
But when the reality strikes,
It all turns messy
Its seems so difficult to live the dream
But still, hope never dies...

I'm being a troublesome daughter
And a terrible friend
Punishing myself and the people around
I do understand their viewpoint
But miserably failing to prove mine...

The thought of taking a wrong step
And regretting a few years from now,
Freaks me out so much
That I'm being a little too cautious
Which is so not well received...

I hope this phase of life
Is done with and over soon
And someone comes to my solace
and gives a warm tight hug
Marking the beginning of the happy days to come...

I'm proud to be... !!

Sensitive, yet so caring

Strict, yet so sharing

Simple, yet so charming

This is SHE,

I'm proud to be!!

Sister, who stands by her siblings

Mother, who dedicates her life to her children

Wife, whose life, revolves around her family

This is SHE,

I’m proud to be!!

Emotions, which sometimes overflow

Assurance, is all she needs most times

Faith, is what keeps her alive

This is SHE,

I'm proud to be!!

Love, being an integral part

Dedication, to the work she does

Sincerity, in all her deeds

This is SHE,

I’m proud to be!!

Curiosity, is what drives her

Gossip, is something that keeps her going

Attitude, is what she defined

This is SHE,

I'm proud to be!!

Beauty, is personified by her

Style, she makes a statement with it

Confidence, reflects in her persona

This is SHE,

I’m proud to be!!

Suppressed, she has been for centuries

Equality, is everything she deserves

Difference, is what shes here to make

This is SHE,

I’m proud to be!!

My First writting experience!!!

This is the first time Im attempting to write something. And the very first time Im going public.Wow!!(A lil scary ;)) And as I start writing, there are so many thoughts that are crossing my mind. Actually questions. The most important one being "What on earth am i going to write about??"
After asking myself that question , i paused for 2 minutes to find an answer. but in vain. So whatever you read further is just a free flow of random thoughts.
Okay now, the next thing on my mind, should i write about myself and my feelings or some general topic or about something that got me excited or depressed. whew!! this is really tough
Well, this is it. I guess by now you would have figured out how confused a person i am. I cant figure out as to what i should be writing about , rather i cant decide and I'm at this juncture in my life where I'm forced to make some very very important decisions in a really short span of time. I need a break!!! and i guess thats why i want to blog, express myself, scream out, talk crap and just relax...
Am I the only one who cannot decide and come to a conclusion or are there others on this planet too who belong to my category???

Confusion!!!
Why is it so difficult to come to a conclusion.?
Its just a matter of taking a decision,
But it seems like an impossible mission.